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Let's all play pretend, fucked up world.

and love fluttered away at
3:40 pm August 30, 2009

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watch in HQ k! love this song. :)


okay i know this blog is so dead, lao niang is currently being diligent and revising like crazy okay! will probably blog more during the holidaysstudy break. i have pictures to post and things to say but not now. just here to say im not dead yet haha. bye!

and love fluttered away at
10:05 pm August 26, 2009

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POWABUNGA. hi there. i just cooked pasta with cream cheese and bacon bits. woohoo it's so nice! cooking is so fun haha. next time i shall whip up a wholesome meal for everybody man.


these few days have been great. i feel very relieved and relax but of course, abit stressed over the upcoming exams. but other than that, i feel so happy! everyone is so joyous and lovable and i found a person to 相依为命 with. LOL you know who you are. :D but yea im learning to let go and leave everything in the past and move on. life's too short to dwell over anything, if anything fucks you up, leave it behind. ahahaha. like how i was in the library and i looked up "fuck" in the dictionary and there were so many funny meanings to it. but never mind LOL. im as free as a bird!


actually time flies quite fast right. it's august already. it felt like it was just yesterday that i was trying to transfer school at the beginning of the year. but who cares, less than one and a half more years to go and i'll be out of this hellhole. dont have to see the faces of people i dont want to see in the stupid school haha. and good news! my dad says we're all moving to a condo. he's looking for one now haha. and he likes the condo jessica lives in so if he gets one there, HELLO JESSICA MY NEW NEIGHBOUR. omg imagine all the fun we can have. :D


and i feel so happy for you. OMG TWO MORE HOURS TO HAPPINESS. good luck to you my dear! <3


seriously school isnt helping me learn things. im learning more from people than from textbooks. but now, i finally know what it means to be happy cause i really feel it. i shall stop being a wuss and stand up for my own rights. not giving in to people who treats me like shit, not listening to their words, not doing what they ask me to do, not reading things that make me unhappy. basically i have barred myself from doing anything that would upset me. ive had enough of 委屈ing myself so its time for me to live for myself and loving those who really love me back. like how i refused to go pay the bills for my mum cos it was so out of the way for me. (she said my pasta was a little hard but that's only because she only eats soft stuff.) LOL. oh disclaimer: some of you may think ive changed from the nice peggy to some evil meanshit person but i seriously do not care anymore. nobody sees things the way i do because they just do not know how its like. im just grateful that i still have some people who i love that really loves me too. :)


and ive so many plans ahead! short term ones will be studying with dodo at our secret place tomorrow, studying with stephanie at our secret place next week, swimming/badminton with yingying soon, indian buffet with jessica, secret outing with my 相依为命 friend, icecream buffet with my class, movie outings, work with stephanie and friend....omg so many things to do! exams just be over soon and holidays please stay FOREVER.


life's beautiful. i just bought 2 CDs from Olivia Ong the other day from HMV and im so hooked to it. i love her voice, so relaxing ahaha. it's almost the only thing i listen to now. which reminds me i have to add songs to my hello kitty playlist AHAHHAHAA.


oh btw have you heard of the keropok auntie? it's this grandma who will go door-to-door to sell keropok. and if you refuse she will think you're evil and put pontianak in your house. damn scary right. so if you heard the doorbell and you smell something very smelly, DONT OPEN IT. and they say her keropok very smelly and awful and it's $30 for a package. LOL. and she's at bt batok now and she will travel up the red line. oh and she like to visit house with little children cos pontianak died with a foetus in them. something like that i think.omg please i hope this rumour is not true. scary la! apparently there's a youtube video on it but im scared to see it LOL. but then again, it may be some lame prank that a lame person created right. up to you if you want to believe lor haha.


okay i'll be getting a new phone soon. my phone now is too cool la haha. no bluetooth and the camera is VGA. LOL. i dont even know how to send the pictures into my computer cos i dont have bluetooth. AHAHAHA. whatever la. i shall talk more about which phone im getting another time.


my teacher sent back my first draft of eom and there's so many mistakes omg. im going to quickly edit it today and send it back cos monday is the final deadline! but i think my teacher isnt marking anymore then HOSAY LIAO. lol. i'll just quickly do it tonight.


okay i gtg bathe and do my eom quick now. life's beautiful and i love you. goodbye!i don't love you anymore but good luck with your new life. goodbye my friend.

and love fluttered away at
7:33 pm August 14, 2009

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i finally submitted my first draft of EOM! whoots! haha i know i know, you must be like WTF?! but yea, i kept delaying but at least i submitted it already! i just hope my first draft wont be the final draft haha. deadline is next monday! im always like that, i dont feel the urgency unless the deadline is inching nearer. sheesh.


and i changed my music widget at the side! hello kitty! NICE OR NOT HAHA. cute right? but there's only three sad songs AHAHAHAHAHA. so all of you can go die with it. i shall put more songs tmr la. haha. i found many dead links with the old one, those that refuse to load. so i just scraped it and made a new one lo. haha.


GP essay common test yesterday and had chemistry SPA today, was okay i guess. i studied a little. a bit. a teenyweeny bit. LOL. hope i do well for them.


i kinda miss skippy. it's been such a long time i saw him. i feel like im neglecting him but i dont want to! he's in my head all the time k. he's knows me waaaaay before any of the friends i met in my current school. and i think he's growing old already...my sister says he's not that active anymore. ): i shall go play with him soon k! in case you're wondering who skippy is, he's my jack russell terrier. LOL. and no he doesnt live with me cos my mum doesnt like animals in the house so we put him at my father's workplace. sad sad doggie. i swear the next time i have a dog i'll put him in my house and take care of it everyday. I SWEAR. love you skippy.


promos are coming in 32 days. EVERYONE PLEASE PANIC. i only started on abit of integration but that's all! im so dead please. and i think it's too late to find a econs tutor so i'll scrap that idea too. URGGGG.


and to jessica, don't feel sad anymore k! we shall go eat our indian buffet and be fat and happy people. cheer up my dear! :)


alright time to sleep. i found out i get into a really bad mood if i sleep late and there's school tmr. makes me wanna scream at everybody lol. okay bye!

and love fluttered away at
9:11 pm August 12, 2009

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Feelin' So Good - Olivia Ong

When I opened up my eyes today
Felt the sun shining on my face
It became so clear to me that everything is going my way
I feel like there's no limit to what I can see
Got rid of fears that were holding me
My endless possibilities
Has the whole world opened for me
That's why I'm feeling...

[CHORUS:]
I'm feeling so good
I knew I would
Been taking care of myself
Like I should
'Cause not one thing
Can bring me down
Nothing in this world gonna turn me round...

Now the day is turning into night
And everything is still going right
There's no way you can stop me this time
Or break this spirit of mine
Like the stars above I'm gonna shine
Anything I want will be mine
Tonight I'm gonna have a good time
Call a few friends of mine
'Cause I'm loving life
And tonight's for feeling...

and love fluttered away at
2:54 am August 10, 2009

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i feel so lethargic. ive been sleeping so late every night man. I NEED MY SLEEP. my eom is still not finished, i think i should just shrivel up and die or smth. oh, went to play badminton with yingying just now! (good luck on your dressmaking class. :D) had butter/cheese naan, tomyum soup and soft shell crab with jean and dodo before that. damn yummy haha. felt so full could have puked.


and then jean's mother came to fetch her and i took the mrt home with dodo. we had a little talk about life as usual and i realised how much i love her. okay this sounds so mushy but im glad that despite the fact we're in separate classes, we still keep in touch with random smses. and i guess she's the only person i can really relate too, cos we both seem to feel the same way with most of the things. even if we disagree, we still accept it. i dont know, it's a feeling words cant describe. im just very happy i have a good friend like her. :)


as for my new friends in my new class, they are a bunch of lovable people too. i like my class as there isnt really any class politics, e.g this clique dont like that clique and blah. everyone seems to get along with everyone else. and they dont despise others. funny people haha. and we have so many plans for the future - watergun fights, laser shooting, buffets, adventure outings, cycling, iceskating, playing cards with drinks.... i love all of them too!


sigh, friendship is such a debatable topic i dont know what to feel about it anymore. i guess it means different things to different people. and the whole point in life is to find another person who feels the same way as you do. but that doesnt mean you cant be friends with people who dont agree with you, it just lacks something i guess. im very grateful to every single friend i have cos they have taught me alot of things about life, whether good or bad. but im happy now cos i know what i want and im sure about it. i feel so enlightened, im happy and carefree and i love everyone. :)


i guess life's too short to be unhappy about anything. afterall, the end of the world is coming in 2012. (LOL yingying.) its okay to feel negative at times, but not all the time. dont waste your precious time feeling like shit when you can feel happy. maybe that's why i dont ever get angry at things, maybe irritated or annoyed but never angry. that's too extreme lol, i dont have that in me. i'll just ignore whatever that's causing the anger and it'll soon dissipate slowly lol. choy im talking like i know alot but nah nah nah. i have a long way to go.


okay enough of this talk. time for some amelia pictures! havent posted her pictures for so long, she's so fat and naughty now. can't stand her i gotta squeeze her haha.







SO CUTE RIGHT. happy little thing. oh remember i said amelia was playing with the box of the cupcake thing i got for my birthday? finally got the pictures from marc LOL. say hi to barbie amelia.





DANGYUK. lol i gotta try it myself too haha. i look retarded thanks.


hmm my handphone is spoilt again. (?) im borrowed a phone from my cousin and she might need to use it again. gotta find a new phone soon! i want to, but i dont know which one to get. and no i have no money for iPhone haha. any suggestions!


URGGG. exams are coming and im so stressed please. ive started trying out my math, havent done the rest yet. im so dead lol. okay i shall work hard this time then i'll just die after that. oh i just realised almost half of september are holidays cos my exams end before the hari raya puasa break. wah damn shiok lol.


okay la goodbye my lovers!

and love fluttered away at
10:20 pm August 05, 2009

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hello everyone! today is such a happy day. it's jesslyn's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN! <3 we had alot of fun at the steamboat, i ate so much la! fat already sia, gotta go exercise. today was damn fun haha, we should do this more often. eh someone send me the pictures leh! lol.


last saturday, i actually wanted to start on my intensive revision but i couldnt find anyone to go study with me. everyone was busy lol. so i ended up going for indian food/massage/movie with jessica. wahlau damn sinful i tell you. and we found the perfect mutton curry haven, better than the lucky plaza one. wah shiok to the max im craving for it already lol. the full body massage was damn shiok too, could have just slept there lol. and the movie "hangover" was FRIGGIN FUNNY. everybody please go watch it! i laugh until stomach pain sia haha. and then we ate some chippy's and cabbed home. and to you jessica, sneaky sneaky eh. i wish you good luck with you and _! im so happy for you la! haha. lets go shopping together someday to prepare you for the _. so exciting! :D


okay i dont have any pictures of the outings but i got some of amelia which im lazy to upload now. maybe tmr k. my eom first draft is still not done(yes i know kill me please) and im owing tonnes of essays. received the exam schedule today and realised that almost half of september are holidays. can't wait for the stupid exams to end please. sigh. zhi char outing with 五朵金花 tmr, omg food again! lol.


goodbye and miie lubb euu beri muchhh norhzzz.

and love fluttered away at
11:20 pm August 04, 2009

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