bad blogshop, drawings and ballerinas
school's out. holidays' in finally. i've been wanting to blog something but i just cant seem to sit down and do it. oh well, here is it.
oh ignore this long paragraph if you're not into blogshopping.
im super angry with GERALDINET. Bad bad service. me and debbie ordered 5 pairs of stockings from her, and requested for meet up. cos she said meet ups available for 5 pairs and above. so we arranged to meet on monday, the day before our GP mid years. we were supposed to meet at 4.30pm at woodlands. yes, what a timing, both of us dismissed at 2, we could go home and study but we decided to agree and go meet her. and you know what? SHE BLOODY DID NOT TURN UP. to make things worse, i asked her for her handphone number so i could contact her if we couldnt make it. we actually wanted to tell her to meet another day cos we wanted to go home and revise. and she said "will msg u on mon." so we kept waiting and waiting for her bloody msg. we waited till around 6 and decided to go home. then she smsed and said "woah, i just realise i was suppose to meet u just now. u want to meet tml instead?" WITHOUT A WORD OF APOLOGY OR WHATEVER so i asked if she can meet us at our convenience and she said she couldnt. in the end we settled for reg mail which she seemed reluctant to do. she actually wanted to give only normal mail but we were afraid the items will be lost. 5 stockings is alot of money. i told her to sms me the RR number when she mails it out on wed but she didnt. smsed a couple of times to ask but she ignored my sms. okay maybe my fault for not going online to check my email cos she emailed the number. but she could have replied me by asking me to check my email right. HOW MUCH CAN ONE BLOODY SMS COST? shouldnt you be responsible and manage your own smses since you have a business to account for? is it our fault u couldnt sent a sms to us cos your sms limit is reached for the month? and so the items arrived and she asked us to comment on her feedback page. (scroll down to see my feedback for her). i thought i would be nice and not recount the whole bad experience there. she had to bloody justify herself with her reasons. oh, so you're saying you're not i the wrong? hello? if a customer is not satisfied, HE/SHE IS NOT SATISFIED. what bloody reasons. why dont you ask yourself why are we not happy. and so, she dissed our negative response and labeled it as "justified with my reasons", like we're just kicking up a big fuss. i was surprised to see so many positive comments and only one negative one. and even the negative one mention something about her deleting negative comments. so can you imagine. why bother deleting negative comments if you ask ppl to comment in the first place? i bet she just wants to maintain a clean positive record. oh why dont you just tell them to comment only positive ones then. a pity she freezed replies or i would have replied there to "justify with my reasons". SHEESH. so everybody, do not patronise her unless you want a bad experience like how we did. sucks seriously.
okay i just had to rant about that. super unfair please. aiya whatever la. i wont buy from her again. anyway, i found something new to do during lectures. nope, not drawing with the GC anymore...it's this:
DESIGINING WEDDING DRESSES(i know, like wth). haha it's so fun okay. it keeps me occupied so i wont fall asleep. other than wedding dresses, i draw other things too. i shall just randomly post here k.
the last pic is a pic of my pencil box LOL. aiya i know most of them are pikachus. i have my own disciples in drawing pikachus okay! haha.
oh if you have noticed, yes i know i have very bad handwriting. look at it please:
this is my literature notes haha. surprisingly, i had read it. really. haha. well i guess, this can deter others from stealing my notes. hoho.
on thursday, we went to watch the Top Girls play. me and natalie were too lazy to go home and change so we went to eat sakae buffet after school lol. damn fun please. then we went to robertson quay but we were too early, so we slacked at cold storage haha. 
hee. look at our plates. we felt so full after that we wanted to die haha. and natalie the ballerina inspired me to draw this:
haha well, i wanted to design a wedding dress with a tutu skirt. but it turns out to be like that so...haha. and then natalie had to criticise it and say "why is the feet like that. why got hole one!" LOL. ffffine. im not a ballerina mah, how i know what it should look like LOL. i shall edit that part soon lol. and i cant draw faces im so sad. haha.
okay that's all for my updates. i think i will be staying up till quite late today. had a bad day so i slept the whole of it. dont want to talk about it. we'll see how it goes tmr. hmm, i think i shall start doing up my blogshop now. yea. goodbye.
P.S. Jay's Shi Jie Mo Ri suddenly popped up on my blog's playlist. oh my it's heavenly. i miss jay. ):
please let me stop feeling terrible
and love fluttered away at
8:26 pm May 31, 2009
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happy birthday to debbieSEVENTEENTH
BIRTHDAY
DEBBIE!
and love fluttered away at
9:44 pm May 22, 2009
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use your loveyowzee dudes. (my brother coined that greeting. everytime he walks into my room he'll shout "YOWZEE!!!!!". ok nvm.) i left school at 11 plus today cos i was feeling so sick. had the sniffles and mrs wong advised me to drink more orange juice LOL. it sounded so weird, cos people usually say "drink more water la." but she said "you better drink more orange juice". LOL. stunned for a moment there. okay nvm.
so popsie came to fetch me home. ate amelia's chicken and potato porridge and went to take a nap till dinnertime. and then ate her porridge again ahahaha. my mum wanted to make me wear a mask so i wont spread the flu to her. LOL.
anyway, im on a sudden online shopping frenzy recently. i cant stop looking at blogshops. and i keep making excuses to buy stuff. i keep telling myself, holidays are coming, i need clothes to go out. if not i'll be sick of life with nothing to wear. which is quite true. SO I KEEP BUYING THINGS LA. i need to use this two weeks before holidays come to stock up on my go-out clothes. haha. received my pretty lace dress today, i love it omg. i cant wait to wear it soon! shopping makes me happy! :D
but im so afraid that my funds will run out, eventually. cos now i have totally no input at all! except for the leftover allowance but that isnt even enough to buy a dress. HOW SIA. oh and popsie said he'll help me source for an oven. YAY. but i have to pay it myself lol. and i need to get contact lenses cos im only down to my last three pairs. which would last me for another one and a half month(bi weekly lens). and i need to pay for my next japanese class. and i need to pay for....why am i listing down my expenditure here. sheesh.
i think im a financially independent person. i dont ask for money from my parents. i earn money and spend it myself lol. i think that gives me alot of satisfaction to know that i dont need to depend on others. whenever i want to buy something(say..a iPod), i'll figure ways to save money to buy it myself. i dont instinctively think "hmm im gonna ask my mum to buy it for me". cos she wont anyway haha. why let them have a chance to nag at you for asking them to buy "unnecessary things"? i would rather buy them myself thankyou. but of course, my mum loves to nag at anything i buy. she'll always say "why buy dress again? so many dress already" blah blah but i always pretend not to hear. HELLO, it's good enough i dont ask money from you. what's wrong with spending my own hard-earned money. cut some slack and give me a break man. LOL.
and have i told you, I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAYS TO COME. AND STAY FOREVER. im superly duperly very extremely sick of school. and my failing results lol. really, i think my results this year is one of my worst in my entire life. maybe it's because i have this mindset that i dont need school anymore. okay before you lapse into your naggings that school is good for you and blah blah blah, lemme tell you im really really sick of doing good. i dont have any more motivation to score well. im just being complacence and lazy and not doing anything. well, there's test and i just do lor. i fail it then okay lo. i dont feel anything anymore. and i hate competition. what's it with competing with your friends to do better than one another. if you have the brains to do well, then good for you. why is it that you must do better than your peers in order to feel good, even when you already have an A or smth like that? i hate that. that's why i hate school. i hate competing with others, maybe it's because i know i can never be better than them. and it sucks to be competing when you know you will lose. that's why im so heck care with school already. i would drop out of school and be a wastrel if i could. im just staying for my parent's sake seriously. sigh. i believe life is more than just studying for tests and getting a schorlorship(wtf i can't even spell that word). shouldnt we all enjoy and live while we all can?
but of course, im not saying i want to waste my life away partying and spending money. i just want to do something i have a passion. something i like. something i can look forward to. something that can make me happy. it's really torturous to be doing something you dont like, everyday for 5 days a week. and the assignments and whatevers are really getting into me. i feel sick in the inside and all over. the thought of school just makes me shudder all over. every other day im thinking of reasons to skip school. reasons to be late for school. reasons to go home early. i really cant stand it anymore. many of my friends say "it's okay, school will be over before you know it. we're almost a quarter way there.". but i say, WE HAVE THREE QUARTERS MORE TO GO. that's another fucking one and a half years? and im already struggling through this past six months. i really dont know how long more i can hold on. sigh.
how i wish i can just sit back and enjoy life as it is. i would love to migrate to another country and lead a peaceful life by the countryside growing flowers or smth. i dont need a luxurious life shopping at big flagship stores or doing spa and manicures every day. i think it's just singapore, too fast-paced, too merit-based, too competitive. i feel constricted. or maybe it's just my school. or maybe it's just me. i feel like i dont belong here. i want to be able to stroll leisurely and stop to smell the roses. i dont want to run madly and charge in front of everybody to reach the top first. where is the top in the first place. hmm. maybe perth would be a good place.
alright i better stop here. there's no point ranting so much actually, i still have school tmr, i still need to do my work, i still need to get on with life. sheesh. life sucks as it is man. TTFN!
and love fluttered away at
9:40 pm May 19, 2009
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put your money where your mouth isunproductive day today. woke up at 12 noon, had lunch then sat in front of the computer for the whole day. doing what? ONLINE SHOPPING. ever since i got my card back, ive been wanted to spend money. (yes i spend money to feel better. retail therapy.) well, it's been a long time since i did! quite happy with what i bought actually. :)
bought this pretty dress! there's another grey one but i think the black one is nicer. very pretty right! cant wait for it to arrive soon haha. i hope it's not small if not i'll be so sick of life.
bought some things from drugstore.com and everydaymineral.com too. yes vpost again. i wanted to try the mineral makeup as everyone is raving about it! got the sampler kit and i think it's totally worth it. because it's free! you only pay for shipping haha. there's 5 samplers to choose from, go try it! yay can't wait for this to arrive too. i have so many makeup la my god, but i only have one face. LOL. ANYONE NEEDS A MAKEUP ARTIST FEEL FREE TO LOOK FOR ME!
i wanted to revamp my blogshop because it's like so dead and i have so many items to add but i havent so yea. PROCASTINATION FOR YOU. i must do it soon! i need the money coming in for my new oven, japanese class, new mp3 and perm. and the holidays of course, gotta find a new job soonishhhh.
k, chem test was over and im totally in deep shit for it. never mind lets not talk about that. but im glad i dont have to study for anything anymore! at least for now. oh, there's GP test but....HECK. can't wait for holidays to come quickkkkkk.
here's my holiday to-do plans:
1)go karaoke at either kbox or top one
2)get a job
3)sleepover with girlfriends
4)go clubbing oncenah maybe not
5)study for mid-yearlies
6)pack wardrobe/room/cupboards
7)revamp blogshop
8)go sentosa
9)go picnicking
10)bake (with new oven i hope)
11)perm hair?nah maybe not too. waiting for it to grow longer
oh i know there's this weird thingy on the right. it's a new widget by nuffnang. im not sure what is it but i have this feeling it's something like twitter. hmm not sure. i'll just put it up there to see what it does. shall take it down if it sucks. it's blocking some of my text right? you can minimize it btw.
okay gtg pack my bag for school. bye!
you and your pack of lies, i'm sick of it.
and love fluttered away at
10:04 pm May 17, 2009
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amelia, cousins, benefit and iPhonegreetings earthlings. it's a vesak day holiday today so im slacking at home now. i wanted to study for chemistry because there's a test this friday but i havent got down to do it yet haha. slept at 4am last night, woke up at 11am, made mentaiko toast(oh it's uber heavenly and crispy) for breakfast and cooked alfredo pasta for lunch. and then played around with amelia ever since. here's two webcam video taken a few minutes ago, pardon my voice as usual. super random k.
random afternoon with amelia PART ONE
random afternoon with amelia PART TWO
she kept pressing the keys on my laptop! i had to stop her! D:
okay yes i know it's very random. we were both very bored. now she's on my bed rolling about with all my soft toys that she took off the shelves. she would take the bear and say "sayang." or shriek "BEAR!!!!" or throws it about. i dont know. she's crazy haha. my bed is in one big mess now.
and she refuses to put them back. now i have to put it back all by myself haha.
okay i have alot of things to post about so im gonna do it not chronologically okay. picture heavy post here!
yesterday was mother's day so we bought her the OTO PowerTap, shared between my dad, me, my brother, my sister and her husband. lol. 
this thing is damn comfortable! it heats up and it feels like someone is tapping your shoulders. hmm that sounds spooky haha. but it's really relaxing. now i have iSqueeze and uPapa and PowerTap, i can put all three together and it would be just as good as a massage chair. LOL. Happy Mother's Day!
on saturday, we went for a chalet that my cousin organised at the SAF Seaview Resort. homg that place is newly renovated so it's effing big and pretty. it's the one at changi village. too bad they dont allow public to book it or i'll book it for class chalet or something. it's three storeys high with a huge garden and swing and pavillion, all facing the sea. how cool is that. we had barbeque and lotsa food and OH, there was a foozball(however you spell that) table too. damn fun la! and OH, there was a friggin PS3 there too. with two games - fifa soccer and soul calibur. LIKE OMG RIGHT. im so suaku i didnt even know that was a PS3 haha. never see before what. so we played PS3 for awhile then after went to play hide and seek in the house. there are so many good higing spots haha. im a very good hider k. they couldnt find me hahaha. and then camwhoring time with my little cousins.
hahaha damn funny please. we were playing with the frames thingy in my camera. i didnt know what to put in the speech bubbles so pardon me please. and yes the pictures are so blur and shaky, i dont know how to control the camera. sian. (edit: oh i made a typo. that girl is "Kristen" and not "Kirsten". but im lazy to change laaaa.)
as we were walking out to the carpark, we saw this funny sign. haha i wonder if they purposely made it this way or they accidentally left out the 's'? hmm. haha.
coolio candid shot of my brother. yes his face looks screwed but i dont care haha. i like the effect here.
i know ive been owing the photoshoot photos so now im gonna post them in random order. we walked around fort canning and clarke quay and found this remote place with a hole in the wall. haha. okay i'll let the pictures do the talking la.
debbie was the photographer as usual haha. we had alot of fun. but i look so sad wearing such an ugly outfit. i had a backpack of clothes to carry around so i couldnt wear my pretty dresses or heels. NEXT TIME k. i wanna go on another photoshoot soon! and i havent found the time to post all the picture of the clothes we took on my blogshop. those that i want to sell. sian.
and on wednesday(i think) i went to collect my prize from the CLEO office in concorde shopping centre. such a ulu place okay! but i love my benefit hamper! whoohoo!
this is what i got in the hamper. COOL RIGHT. i bet you're envious HAH. i think all these total up to more than $100 lo. im so happy! i love CLEO!
this is the Big Beautiful Eyes kit. consist of concealer, base shadow, contour shadow and liner. and it comes with the brush! omg haha. i tried it on the chalet day and it's not bad i guess. and i love how the benefit boxes always comes with a mirror. so handy and travel packed haha.
this is Posie tint, a cheek and lip stain in pink. very pretty right! i have the other one too, the Benetint which is red. havent tried this though!
omg i love this. this is some-kind-a-gorgeous. GORGEOUS yes. they call it a foundation faker haha. but the texture is very interesting. it's cream but when you apply it, it becomes powder. haha! and the box is so cute please. love this!
on the left is BADgal Lash and on the right is
Her Glossiness. I think the mascara is not bad, it really adds volume but not so much on length. and i didnt try the lip gloss cos it looks similiar to the one i bought on amazon not long ago. but it's in a different shade though haha. maybe i'll sell it.
oops i forgot to rotate the picture but who cares. this is my BENEFIT COLLECTION with my justinecase and the other lippie. im so proud of it please. thanks so much CLEO! but maybe i'll sell the new lippie and the posie tint? cos i dont think i will be using them! haha. i love benefit cosmetics. the packaging is so cute! and the way they describe their products haha. but it's so expensive so im really grateful for the prize. hee.
my makeup box is really too packed la. look at all the cosmetics i have lol. i was trying to clear off the unnecessary ones but all of them are needed leh! i think i will need a bigger box soon enough haha. i think this box and its contents cost at least $500 please. all my life assets are here lol.
oh remember i said i got a iPhone? haha here it is:
hahahaha! cool a not? yes it's a fake la, but apparently alot of people i showed to didnt know! it's a bit thicker and heavy and less sleek but it's okay i guess. it has the basic functions i want. and this is my first touch screen phone! haha now i can cheat my way and be part of the iPod generation lol. but the words "TOUCH SCREEN" is so zorteng please. haha.
see! there's an apple logo too! LOL.
eh this phone is better than iPhone la. got stylus one leh! LOL. now i can act like a professional. but the bad point is, it's super hard to type using the super small keyboard! now i reply messages super slowly, like some idiot trying to aim the keys properly LOL.
but the stylus is quite useless cos whatever i write doesnt come up! like a write a letter "a" it keeps giving me "Q". lol. i'll continue to use my fingers. sian.
and this phone damn hip one leh. there are many ringtones already inside the phone, and most of them are chinese pop songs haha. or so i think, they sound very familiar. they have jay chou's "ye qu" LOL. so cool right. but im afraid some real iPhone-r will expose me. im scared to take it out on the mrt or bus cos there's so many people with iPhone around. very embarrassing la. haha. everyone please drop me a sms so i can save all your numbers k. i lost all of them.
okay im finally done with posting all the pictures. phew. haha. this is the first time im using picasa! how is it? does it load faster? cos im tired of manually resizing all the photos with paint. with picasa i can upload to the size i want! saves me alot of hassle.
sighhh school tomorrow again and no, i havent done any homework. CAN I DONT GO BACK?! im already in a holiday mood despite the chemistry test this friday. and i havent start studying! school sucks manzxzxzxz. but hey, NINETEEN MORE DAYS TO HOLIDAY. oh please come quick i cant wait.
i hope you have enjoyed the nong nong post. i need to update often so i can stop doing mass updating like that all the time. it's quite tiring to read right. haha. oh wells. see you around dudes and dudettes. bye!
and love fluttered away at
8:15 pm May 11, 2009
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eventful may the 2ndwah fucksai. I GOT PICKPOCKETED YESTERDAY WTF. my wallet and phone is gone now. MY LG ICECREAM PHONE THAT I ONLY HAD FOR A FEW MONTHS LEH WTF. im feeling damn imba now. the stuff in my wallet are my mastercard and ezlink. luckily i didnt bring cash out, only had 15cents. HAHA TAKE THAT SUCKER. bascially the person cant do anything because i disabled my mastercard and ezlink and handphone number. and the person switched off my phone which would require my pin number to switch it on again. and what's more, the icecream phone has this Anti Theft Mobile Tracking thingy. so if the person puts another sim card in the phone will send an alert to my brother's phone with the imei number and that person's handphone number and location and blah. and what's more again i reported the imei number lost so the person cant sell the handphone. HAH. SO BASICALLY THAT PERSON CANT DO ANYTHING. oh, he got my free soya bean voucher and that four chops on my pacific coffee card. -.-
anyway, it happened while i was walking from orchard mrt to pacific plaza. i walked the underground subway to tangs then to shaw towers then out to pacific plaza. and then when i reached there i found out my zipper of my dickies was open. WTH MAN. I GOT PICKPOCKETED WHILE I WAS WALKING. so beware everybody while walking there next time. urgg.
damn sian please. then i have to remake my ezlink($18) and get a new wallet($?) and replace my sim card($30) and mastercard(waived. thanks posb). SIAN! but i got a new phone LOL. iPhone sia. someone gave it to me but it's the fake one AHAHAHAHA. but it looks damn convincing. but i cant use it now cos i got no sim card. shall go replace it tmr. hais.
but hey good news. i dont know if its the heaven showing sympathy or what, but when i went to check my letterbox, i received a letter from CLEO! and i won a prize whoohoo! it's a benefit hamper. :D
YAY. haha. it's from the issue with the 50 bachelors thingy. make up of the model on the cover. yay im so excited heh. shall go collect it after school this week. :)
oh dear i need to do my PI. shall do it now. okay i'll ask the handphone numbers from all of you once my phone is ready. man, i dont know how am i gonna live without my phone and music. sigh.
and love fluttered away at
5:24 pm May 03, 2009
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peggy the camwhoring bitchMAYDAY! MAYDAY! It's May! (okay random) Happy first of May! err...Happy Labour Day! Okay i think by now you can guess that i am super bored to the max. Yes i am. just came home from photoshoot trip. i can't wait till debbie sends me the peektures! but anyway, what do bored people like me do when they are bored? (hmm.) YES CAMWHORE.
CAMWHORING PRETTY VERSION. yes im exploiting the convenience of my webcam again haha. i wonder, why do people camwhore and only post the pretty pictures? what about the ugly ones? thus, i decided to come up with a ugly version.
are you ready?
brace yourself and get ready......
CAMWHORE UGLY VERSION. ahahahaha! wahlau some really damn ugly sia. why like that! LOL.
abrupt end with another camwhoring pic taken with my phone. (?)
okay that was my way of wishing everyone happy may day! now time to do my PI. wahlau it's only one day of holiday and yet i feel as if im having a holiday forever. such a slacker LOL. bye!
and love fluttered away at
9:25 pm May 01, 2009
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