debbie debbie

woah ive been blogging less frequent lately. lol.


we got back our english and chinese compo. i must say im very angry and disappointed with my marks. this two compos are the lowest mark i have gotten man. B4 for english when i usually get an A2. and i failed the chinese one thanks. i thought my usual 35/70 is low enough but i got a 31/70 this time. and the letter writing is 8/20. what kinda marks is that man. and i still bother to go memorise the good phrases and everything. my ass la i give up on chinese. i think i also can give up on my learn japanese language plan already la, im already struggling with my mother tongue. -.- wahlau my chinese was an A2 and it dropped to C5.


cant be bothered with my results anymore man. now i just cant wait to go have fun and party for the whole holiday. i didnt even know our o level chinese was next week. and we did "window shopping" today, attending lectures to see which subjects are suitable for us next year. i didnt got for the physics one, hate physics man. i think i'll either take 4H2 (MA CM EN EC) or 3H2&1H1 with either EN or EC as H1. not confirmed yet la haha.


i just saw my bank account balance and got the shock and horror of my life. it's a 3 digit now, and a very low one at that! and i still have so many things havent buy yet! contacts, specs, clothes, perm hair, have fun...NOOOOOO!!! but i bought a miss selfridge dress and dorothy perkins top and MAC eyeshadows over the weekend. and ordered my coastal scents stuff. SHIT LA. IVE GOT NO MORE MONEY ALREADY! need to find a job man. i think i shall go work at my father's office for the holidays. yes.


oh i just remembered i bought alot of bento-making supplies from daiso too. cant wait to start making! but i just went to see the doctor just now(yea skipped SCI) because of stomachache and he said cannot eat dairy products. so no cheese milk icecream yoghurt yakult butter milo blah blah blah...so i dont know what to put in my bento. i'll scour around for some tasty recipes first bah.



i dont know why does my face look so fat. gotta slim down man. and that's pretty dodo there.



and this is me and pretty jean. i dont know why i look so sick of life in school too. and yea i clip all my fringe up cos its so ugly. and my ponytail is getting unruly. time to do something about it.




this is pretty debbie and she is looking for a boyfriend. LOL. so guys, if you want her, contact me! haha joking la.


i dont have a picture of pretty cheehooi, but will post one up once i get one. lol.


i so so so so so wanna open a spree man. i found a specs supplier and we're discussing the details. if everything goes well, i'll take stocks from her! a preview of some of the specs!


nice a not! i want sia lol. be sure to get from me if i manage to organise one! :D


alright, i'll go play some room escape games now. anyone managed to complete "diamond baby"? bye!

and love fluttered away at
7:18 pm October 29, 2008

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plase ignore my previous post as my emo moodswings are coming back again. i'll shall post pictures of my childhood! dont you wanna see how i looked like when i was young? lol. picture quality not very good, but yea.



family picture of my parents, my brother and my sister. this was taken at my grandmother's house in malaysia. i think i was around 8 years old then. and i think this should be around chinese new year cause we always visit my grandmother for CNY.



and we would play fireworks! cause it's not allowed in singapore. wahlau i tell you arh, there are so many different kind of fireworks there! they got the spinning on the floor that kind, and the one that shoots up into the sky like a rocket, and the traditional chinese 鞭炮, and many more. come to think of it, i really badly miss playing all these.



and we would go to a restaurant and eat as one big family or sometimes my grandmother will cook. she's a great chef i tell you, she once worked as a chef in a 5 stars hotel. lol. oh, spot me, never knew i had the makings of a twit when i was so young. and my brother's face is for you.



my sister, me, my cousin and my brother. look at all our happy faces. my short hair lol.



i was a born performer i tell you. there was this getai-like stage during CNY and me and my brother went on the stage and dance. ahahaha! eh i got the same mushroom hair as jay im so sad. my brother's cheeky face lol.



here you can see my face. i look like a retard sia. wahlau my brother stealing all the attention. lol.



i dont know who's birthday is this though. those two boys at the bottom are my cousins. i look weird here, and my brother's face cracks me up lol.



me and my sister in her room. i look like a big-headed alien sia. besides that, look at the wall. i remembered my sister spent damn long pasting all the magazine pictures and covering the entire wall. i helped her too! this was taken at the old house which is just opposite the one im living in now. lol.



me, my brother, my sister and uncle seng. wahlau i think this picture damn cute leh. doremifa lol. darn i miss that tricycle, wonder where is it.



this is the picture in my photo frame beside my bed. my face damn fat sia.



my primary school ezlink card lol. beats me why my hair was like that too. lol.


and my favourite picture is.......





























































wahlau im so cute! reminds me of amelia haha. both me and my brother look so happy lol. and yes i hate very little hair and looked like a boy. i shall put this photo into my wallet hoho.


wah, digging up all these old pictures reminds me of a song.

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜

i miss my childhood man. everything was so carefree. happy. innocent. simple. i miss my old house which i lived in since i was born till when i was primary 4. i have so many happy memories there. i remembered how my father used to tell us bedtime story to get us to sleep, and we would always ask him to say the same story again cause it's so funny. i remember how my brother used a toy car and "drove" on my head, getting my hair entangled between the wheels. i remembered my pet terrapins and hamsters and fighting fishes, which all died(i released the terrapin in the st nicks pond). i remembered how me and my brother used to sleep on the same tilam, talking to(or fighting with) each other till we fall asleep. i remembered how my brother had chicken pox, which then spreaded to me and then my sister too. hais, guess i can never go back to those times can i? jay's 稻香 is the right song for me okay.


such sweet sweet memories i had. i dont really remember any bad childhood memories, except for maybe the time when my mother didnt allow me to watched pokemon and i cried as if my whole family died in a terrible accident. i can remember all these memories vividly, as if it all just happened yesterday. and within a blink of an eye, im already 16, passed half of my teens already. stressed with everything around me, i no longer can find the peace, serenity and tranquilty of my carefree childhood. i so so so wanna go back to the past man. 回到过去 with the 时光机 okay. hais.


oh well, i really treasure these pictures and i am grateful for the memories i have. memories are what's important, as they can never be erased. maybe one day when i grow up, work, get married with children, i'll find all these photos and then start reminscing like now again.

and love fluttered away at
8:59 pm October 24, 2008

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rantings and no pictures today. bear with me cause im not in the best of mood.


took back more papers today, need i say more? i fucking hate taking back papers okay. I REALLY FUCKING HATE IT. cried in school and at home till my eyes feel so piercing painful. i must say i am very disappointed in my english and scs, but more for scs. i felt like tearing the paper the moment i saw my mark. i felt like burning the whole school. couldnt bring myself to cry in the LT though, held it all the way back home. and for those people who think i should just shut up and be satisfied with my mark because you scored lower than me, well, i feel sorry for you(not in the spiteful way though you may think so) but you must know that everyone has their own expectations to things. so what if i did well for math? its not like im complaining, just felt like slapping myself for my careless mistakes. i expected at least a B3 for my compre but didnt get it. i expected a C5 or a B4 for SCS but didnt get it too. that's why im sorely disappointed. not that im rubbing salts into your wounds or anything, just disappointed with myself. seriously if you got higher than me, i couldnt care less. maybe just envious, but i wont hate you with a motherfucking vengeance. i compete with myself and get disappointed with myself. i know this may sound like bullshit to you but really, everyone has their own way of thinking, dont try to stop mine. this is why i so fucking hate taking back papers, feeling the fucking tense atmosphere and the silent sneering and spitefulness that is oh so obvious to me. fucking hate it.


another reason why im sorely disappointed is that i feel that im losing my friends in just a blink of an eye. it all happens in one moment, blink and you will miss it. ive always thought the friends i have now would be the friends i have for years to come. but that is so not the case now. or at least im beginning to think so. im so tired with hatred, anger and disappointment that now im so nonchalant towards things. i dont feel anger or hatred, but a large amount of disappointment. i dont want to think this way, thinking of ceasing friendship just like that, i strive not to, but if friends think of me this way, then that gives no meaning to the word "friends". i try so hard to please everybody but it always come up to naught. it's always something i mislooked or neglect. let's just say ive not been a good friend then. im sorry if ive done anything offending but i really dont mean anything negative. im just so so tired of the world, i dont wanna go school, and i fucking dont wanna take back any more papers.


maybe im just being oversensitive again, maybe im just thinking too much, maybe im just making a fuss out of nothing, but i cant deny the fucking feeling im feeling right now. its so mindfucking that i just want the computer screen to explode right in front of me and just kill me. then i dont need to think anymore. then i dont need to feel anymore. then i dont need to love anymore. im just so tired.


but all the tears shed will mean nothing again. this kind of situation is just so prevalent. everything will just go on as usual, crying over papers, then laughing again once its over. hanging out altogether in the holidays and just having fun.


or will it not?
please let me think no more.

and love fluttered away at
9:29 pm October 23, 2008

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hello everyone! we got back maths paper one and chemistry today. ive got A1 for both, should be happy i guess. but i hate taking back papers la, and tomorrow we're taking back ss. sians.


okay i havent been posting pictures of myself so in case all of you forget my face, im gonna post the pictures of saturday while i was playing with make up. and yes, its that elephant tee again.



first look. i was trying a frosty smoky look but failed terribly right. i think my double eyelid is too big, there was actually alot of colours but when i open my eyes it gets hidden. sian. i like my lashes here btw. and yes, i was lazy to draw my brows.



tell me i look like a ballerina.



lol. pardon this picture. i only drew one eye cos i didnt want to waste my eye pencil. i think i look weird here lol. my face is so fat.




this is the one i thought i looked like a cabaret dancer. ahaha. im using the trio eyeshadow from sasa. blue frost, matte blue and sea green. damn weird combination lol. my mother said i looked like a monster im so sad. haha.


yea that's about it. that gave me around 2 hours of entertainment? haha. gotta try more looks soon, once i get my mac eyeshadows haha.


oh btw, i really hate guys who try to make friends online by saying "hi, you got stead?" "how many ex?" "intro please. asl." "what sch r u frm?". -.- aren't there any better pick-up lines? and i hate talking about school so please do not ask me what my school is and where is it and blah. boring please. i dont mind corny pick-up lines like "do you have a map? i get lost in your eyes." or "is that a mirror on your pants or do i see myself in them?"(okay maybe not this one). haha, be interesting la!


i activated my mastercard today! now i can make purchases online woohoo! shall open a spree soon. :D


toodles!

and love fluttered away at
11:08 pm October 22, 2008

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hello! omg i havent been online since last thursday! i feel so empty lol. but actually nothing much happened la, just enjoying liberation after the exams. lol.


last friday was jean's birthday. HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN JEAN! we went to cineleisure for sakae teppanyaki and watched "house bunny". the teppanyaki was quite okay i guess, interesting to see the chef cook the food in front of you. i had the beef set and it was delicious. but debbie's duck was abit sad ahaha. the movie was very nice! it's a bitchy chick flick kind of movie, but very interesting. everyone go watch it! oh, dont eat the churros at the snacks counter. tastes like cardboard. D:


i stayed home all day on saturday, and played with my make up! lol. i tried creating different looks with my different eyeshadow colors. i look like a freaking getai singer or something out of a cabaret. i'll post the pictures tmr la. haha.


sunday nothing much also, went out with family. had dinner at this delicious restaurant called peach garden. went amore with dodo yesterday and then ate jco donuts after that. omg it's damn delicous. haha. oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROUSI!


today we got back the chemistry paper 1 and i got 31/40. got careless mistake but i guess im lucky i still got an A1 though. but i'll be worrying for my paper 2. and lucky we didnt get back physics or lit today or i'll be crying again. oh, mr ong said we'll be taking back maths tmr, which i sincerely hope we dont. i dont feel like taking back any papers la. i hate that tense atmosphere when everybody collects the paper, the fear, the disappointment and even jealousy. in fact i dont feel like going to school anymore. i wanna drop out of school man. sians.


went to eat half-price waffles at gelare today and it wasnt as good as i expected. it sucked in fact. they were so stingy on the maple syrup; they might as well dont put anything. and the whipped cream was tasteless. i'll be better off having macdonalds hotcakes which has the same taste la. lucky its half price okay. lol.


oh, we saw stevenlim ahahaa. he's freaking ugly la. he was approaching people for god knows what. i wanted him to approach me so that i can laugh right in front of him like "omg, are you stevenlim? omg you're fucking ugly please don't talk to me." ahaha. and then we went to the library and found some books on jay. we found this 半岛铁盒 picture book and he's so cute!!! although he's still that ugly boy with deranged hair, he looks so young and full of vitality. i dont know how to describe it but yea. debbie said that book is out of print already.


oh i have to say this, I FUCKING HATE MY FUCKING COM. it's so fucking slow and it hangs for no reason! and everything loads so slowly and hangs! hangs hangs hangs! GRAAAHHH. never mind.


bye!

and love fluttered away at
9:54 pm October 21, 2008

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physics is over! woohoo! and yesterday, we went to collect jay's new album! whoa the excitement. :D



the album the album! debbie got the metal box version which was an additional box with the same cover. plus two stickers. lol. the album comes with a bonus dvd of two mvs.




the coolio boy for you. i think jay thinks he's too ugly that's why this time the picture all black black one. lol.



doesnt this look like some game like dota? i dunno why he chose this image lol. he should have stuck to his cutesy mysterious magician/clown image. but i'll love him no matter what. i cant seem to get angry at him. maybe im biased.(?)







the album comes with a set of poker cards too! i thought all the numbers would have his face but only the joker and the jack got his picture. lol. i dont think i'll bear to use this deck of cards. haha.


but there was a problem. i wanted to rip the music into my com, but the titles were all wrong! the titles from his first album came out instead. but the music is correct though. dunno why like that. debbie said hers was some cantopop title. lol. and her friend had 5 blank cards for the poker card and the dvd had no sound nor image. lol. lucky my dvd is working fine. haha.


oh, jay has a hokkien song in this album. i dunno what does he want anymore. always out to throw my face ahaha. its damn funny lol.


and debbie said, jay might be coming next sunday for an autograph session! woohoo! im so excited man! but i dunno what to say to him! i wanna take pictures with him! what should i wear there! GAHHHHH! im gonna camp there the day before okay. wahlau once in a lifetime chance leh. but later you see he decided not to come anymore im gonna cry. haha.


no school today, going to revise math for tomorrow. woohoo! tmr's the last day of exam! then going out to celebrate jean's birthday. :D oh! my lotree package arrived this morning. yay~


anyone has a mobtv account? my sister wants the second episode of super tots. the one with amelia in it! it's a pity not to keep it, so anyone can get it for me? please ask around! i wanna watch it too, missed it that day.


alright i better get going. TTFN! (yes i watched winnie the pooh just now too. haha)

and love fluttered away at
5:16 pm October 16, 2008

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ive got a new batch of amelia photos taken just this morning. my little girl has grown up and she's learning to walk already. very soon she will be running away from me. D: okay pic spamming time, no captions needed.
















aint she cute? -squeals


i ordered my oxfords already. the people at daisyfaye says im might be able to receive them this week. woohoo! haha, can't wait sia.


i finally went to sign for my mastercard today! will take around two to four weeks to arrive. haha! then i'll be able to sign for purchases and shop online using the card. ahaha. can't wait for it to arrive too, then i can use it during the holidays. :D


fr3b invited me to the private lotree online sale and i stocked up on bb creams! couldnt resist! the packaging was so pretty and there was huge discount. can't wait to receive this too. im intending to sell it ahaha.


okay, chinese exam finally over today. english tmr and lit/phy on wed and last math exam on friday. then we can have fun wahoo! i won't be coming online tmr(if i can resist the urge to) as i will be revising for my physics. planning to revise tonight too. if possible.


random ranting: i totally can't stand people who build their laziness onto others. as in, if you're lazy and can't be bothered then so be it, why do you have to make others suffer because of you? don't you feel the least bit embarrassed or ashamed for troubling others to help you? lol, i sound like such a fucking bitch sia, dont get me wrong, im not pinpointing anyone, just generally. i just despise(too strong a word to use) can't tolerate dependent people. no wonder im such a self-opinionated/self-centered/independent/solitary/individualistic person, i dont like relying on others. lol.



have i told you the bad news yet? jay's album release date is POSTPONED. actually was suppose to get it last friday but it postponed to this wednesday. rumours says its because alot of people illegal downloaded the leaked version online, which may affect the album sales. and spiteful jay decided to make all of us pekcek by doing this:



you know what's this? it's the fucking cover of the new album ah bye. im so disappointed in him but i'll still love my fat fat pookerface no matter what. if he wants me to love him for being a sweaty/manly/dota-like warrior standing on top of a citadel, i will. though i would so so so prefer his mysterious/cute magician/clown image.


ahaha. alright i'll go and revise my physics now. TTFN! (which stands for tata for now, sorry was watching winnie the pooh on playhouse disney just now, and tigger always says that.)

and love fluttered away at
5:30 pm October 13, 2008

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went to study today but didnt work out. was distracted doing something unforgiveable instead. ahaha, im feeling so guilty now, karma is gonna make me fail my physics okay. okay never mind, i'll put that aside for now cause im still doing guilty things.


i just updated my shopping list and there are soooooo many things to get! i need $$$$! and yea, i came across daisyfaye again, a blogshop that i advertised before. Click here to see the previous post. scroll down to the post with the title "shake it like a polaroid camera". and just now i went to see the blogshop again and guess what?


they are selling....... -drumroll



CAN SOMEBODY SCREAM OXFORDS? -exhilarated face and jumps around with joy


yes like omg, ive been so wanting to get it for so long. im so gonna get it from daisyfaye. haha. everybody join me alright! oxfords are so pretty and they sell it relatively cheap too! there's a black one and a brown one! i dont know which colour i should get actually. and im so glad they have my size. hoho.


besides oxford heels, they sell vintage cameras too! i realised they have new types! so cute la!





is this cute or what? i wanna own one la! very cute right? wahlau i cant stand it anymore la.



even this is so cool. -beams


any if you're afraid you can't find instant film in singapore, fear not! daisyfaye sells instant film too!

how caring of them to import instant films too. haha!


apart from all these, they sell pretty dresses too! and there are also shirts for guys! but im more interested in their cameras and oxfords. like you tell me la, which blogshops actually sell these? damn unique right! this is what that sets them apart from other blogshops. :D


so what are you waiting for? hurry go to DAISYFAYE now! but they moved their livejournal site to blogspot now, so here's the new address!


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be sure to go and take a look! you'll regret if you don't! you never know, maybe you'll find something you like too! :D


edit: whoa i just received their speedy reply through email just minutes ago! fast and effective service! <3


okay enough of advertising, yesterday an unexpected visitor came into my house.



yes it's a really big moth, the thing next to it is the leg of a stool, not a hammer thanks. and this poor thing had a broken wing! it fluttered in for two minutes or so then flew away.


i guess a moth doesnt mean anything much to you, but to my family, it means so much more. we treat big moths (and i mean palm-size big) like AHMA, my grandmother. when i was young, my parents use to tell me ahma died and became a big moth, so whenever we see a really big moth, we'll call it ah ma. though i havent seen her before(she died before i was born), i do believe the moth is her. as in, although not same moth, but you'll get my drift. haha, some of you maybe laughing, saying that's just a lie to make us little kids not be afraid of moths, or to prevent us from torturing them. but i guess, i grew up with the lie and there's no harm believing in it. every once in a blue moon, AHMA comes flying in, as if to see how we are doing with our lives and all. i think this time she came in to take a look at amelia. haha. and then my mother said, must be because we very long never go bai bai to her that's why she came and look for us. lol. and my father went to buy 4D for yesterday's date. (?)


im gonna start a spree to end some money for my shopping list okay. but i dont know what to sell. any suggestions? what do you guys want me to import? i was thinking of dresses but quite common right. shoes leh? stockings? specs? please tag some suggestions on my taggy! :D


okay i should go and sleep now. one last picture before i go.



i took a picture of amelia while she was sleeping. im so sad my face is too ugly for her.


oh, my new pet name for jay is fat fat pookerface. goodbye!

and love fluttered away at
11:40 pm October 11, 2008

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wahlau eh. i have study inertia okay. reluctance to start studying when im not, and hard for me to stop when i start. sians. but my starting inertia is bigger than the stopping one. ahaha.


we had ss and hcl exam today. the hcl one was okay i guess, but the ss one... _|_ ! im so gonna flunk it i tell you, so much for drawing all my concept maps for all the case studies and its reason and consequences for conflict, it wasnt tested at all! bloody hell i tell you! and the SEQ, ive got all the factors but my explanations and solutions are all flawed. GRAHHH. and i misread the first question and referred to the wrong source, so i had to redo it wasting alot of time. never mind la, this is the last time i'll be touching ss, seriously. im all ready to burn my books.


anyway, you all know who is gwen stefani right? lemme tell you a secret - she's my cousin. -whispers then peers around for uninvited paparazzi. haha, actually i said this quite alot of times but nobody believes me. im so sad. she's my distant cousin i think, i'll draw a family tree for you.

see! she's my aunt's(mother's cousin) stepson's wife. which is my cousin. hoho.though we're not related anyhow by blood, but she's my cousin no doubt. (ahaha, get the pun?) she went to my grandmother's house in malaysia during her world tour concert. she did tell the reporters that she had malaysian relatives and will be visiting them. and she gave us free tickets and backstage passes and autographed many cds for us! haha, though i never see her personally before (dunno what i was busy with), but my sister and cousins did.


damn it, i must have been busy with my exams last year to go for the concert. i missed out on all the fun! and look, my sister was still pregnant with amelia at that time. haha. oh and if you people are wondering who is kingston, he's her son. lol. and those dancers at the bottom are her harujuku girls.


do you believe me now? i know a celebrity! woohoo! aiya, but actually no big deal la. you wanna know what's a bigger deal. im related to another celebrity too, and he's bigger and better. he's jay and im his wife ah bye.


alright, enough nonsense, math and chem exam tomorrow, gotta study! i lulled amelia to sleep just now, she likes my singing ahahaha. but she's awake now. (?) oh, leekuanyew is a hakka too ah bye!


PS: Jessica's being so scandalous with her new angmoh "boyfriend". you naughty naughty!

and love fluttered away at
5:24 pm October 09, 2008

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okay ive got nothing to blog about so i'll post random pictures. was just sorting out the files on my computer and i found so many pictures haha.



amelia quite long ago. now she's so big and naughty haha.





haha this is so funny. her parents trying to make amelia look at the camera but she's too busy playing with her balloon. lol. look at my sister's happy face ahaha.



lol. my sister's car got stuck in the middle of the highway. look at all their faces ahahahahaahhahaha. my sister's face is epic man.



me and my brother at my sister's wedding last year.




my nephew and niece during the hongkong trip. they look so spastic. lol.



im a korean princess, really.



my father's face is for you. lol.


alright i gotta go study my ss now. ss exam tmr! today is the last self-study day, i gotta make full use of it. bye!

and love fluttered away at
3:18 pm October 08, 2008

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today marks the first self-study day for the exam. no school today, but i just wasted my day again. i didnt study! well, i figured to start studying, i should sort out all my notes and file them nicely first. and then i got carried away and started packing up my shelves and tables. and then i found this:



which was the cardboard backing of some foolscap paper. haha, noobish drawing, pardon me. took a snapshot of it for rememberance's sake and then tossed it into the recycling pile. i drew this while i sat with winnie last time, and i was a time killer for me during english and chinese and ss and physics and chemistry and maths lessons. practically all the lessons haha.


back to my supposedly self-study day. cos we had three days of self-study, i thought today i'll do physics, tmr chem and wed ss. but no! i just wasted today again! really sucks to know that you have one whole day and you did nothing. grr.


anyway, i was surfing for bento recipes(yes, please smack me). i so wanna make bentos and pack them for school! it sure beats those nasty canteen food in school. okay lemme show you some of the cute little bentos and im sure it would make you wanna make bentos too. haha.








VERY CUTE RIGHT! like omg la, i wouldnt bear to eat all those cute little faces haha. fidelis makes them for her boyfriend; i would too if i had one. ahaha. alright, i shall add "make bentos" to my "post-exam to do list". gees, im so excited. :D


anyway, i cant watch tv! cos starhub sent a letter saying that we have to upgrade our set-top box to a newer one(mine is the lousy black one) if not my father's favourite channel(fenghuang) will be gone! so my father disconnected the box and brought it down to the starhub shop to change it. so we could only watch dvd for today. anyone wants to borrow the dvds can ask me!



we watched "50 first dates" in the morning. it's damn nice! its a must-watch okay, damn damn nice. about this girl who has short-term memory and will forget everything she does that day that night that she sleeps. that means she will wake up thinking it's still yesterday. and her boyfriend has to find means and ways to make her fall in love with him everyday. aiya hard to explain la, watch it for yourself! adam sandler is damn funny haha. my favourite love comedy. :D



"king and the clown" is a korean show, starring lee joonki! he is damn sexy i tell you. haha. his face is damn pretty lol. even my father thinks he's pretty haha. i watched this show for the 4th or 5th time already, it's quite nice lol. it's about GAYS. *gasps* really, the emperor likes leejoonki. (?) NC-16 show, can try watching if you want. haha.


alright i better get backstart my physics revision. toodles!

and love fluttered away at
9:45 pm October 06, 2008

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woah. it's been such a long time since i came online. i think i just broke a new record man! since tuesday, so that would be 4 days! haha. i think i have cyber addiction, i feel so empty not using the computer haha. but i was busy out studying for my exams. and yea, shitful exams have started just yesterday. hais.


we have three study days tomorrow! yay, i can slack and study at home haha. im so stressed luh! can't wait for exams to end haha.



okay, sorry for the bad lighting. but starbuck's green tea and chocolate cream chip blended creams are LOVE. just remember not to add any more syrup to the chocolate chip one. oh, please DO NOT EVER EVER drink their skimmed milk. taste like chicken, literally. (?)



totally random but i had to post this up. debbie sent me this uber adorable mushroomhead baby jay picture. ahaha. he looks sooooo cute i dunno what to do. and his mr magic song is making me squeal again. super CUTE haha! can't get enough of him. :D


i washed my CS brushes today, and HOLYGOD were those reviewers right, the friggin buffer brush is SUPER SMELLY. SUPER OKAY. smells like shit literally. never knew such a good and soft brush can actually smell like that. stinks to high heaven. lol. my father was so amazed at my brushes(at the quality not the smell thankyou) that he wants me to help him order some. he wants to use it for his signage to brush something. lol. yay, then i can reorder my brushes with him. anybody wants to tompang? haha.


i was on my way back home today, and then i heard some random auntie speaking in hakka. i know it's nothing much but i really feel very "homely" when i hear hakka. it's a dialect close to my heart, almost everyone in my family/relatives speaks it. i grew up with that language haha. it's a pity there are so few hakka people around, everyone only speaks hokkien. and i tell you, you ought to be ashamed of yourself if you don't even know how to speak or even understand your own dialect. it's part of your identity and you should be proud of it. haha, though im not a good speaker, i can clearly comprehend it. im proud to be a hakka-ian, it's so rare lol. even baby jay is a hakka-ian. ahaha. so whenever i hear binsing speaking hakka in class, i feel so close to heart. reminds me of my mother. lol.


alright i better go off now. look at the time lol. i don't think i'll be coming online everyday for the exam period, gotta study dude. but i'll post if i do, so don't miss me too much okay? bye! <3

and love fluttered away at
8:45 pm October 05, 2008

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