PICTURES AND HOTNESS

NOOOOOOOOOOO. my blog is dying hahaha. i feel so lazy to blog haha. but never mind. here are some pictures! yay!


JEAN'S BIRTHDAY
hmm jean hasn't send me the pictures we took with her camera yet, but here are the pictures i have in my phone. lousy quality but yea.



i look so fat in the pictures oh god. time to go on a diet sigh.


PW OUTINGS
haha pw outings are so fun! we always end up eating LOL.





and now for the main reason of this post.....
(disclaimer: please do not scroll down if you have something against hot japanese guys. thanks.)
*enters fangirl mode*

MIZUSHIMA HIRO IS <333333!
omg he's so hot i tell you. he's asamoto soushi in zettai kareshi, nanba senpai in hanakimi, shibata rihito in mei-chan no shitsuji, the male lead in 100 scene no koi and many other dramas i havent watched. i dont know when i started noticing him but he's so cute! *squeals like a pig(wtf i know)* omg im even grinning from ear to ear as i type this la. hahaha. I WANT TO MARRY HIM PLEASE. but he's already married to Ayaka the singer, who unfortunately has some sort of disease. but he still married her! so sweet please! but nvm, after she dies, he still has me LOL. okay some pictures of him first! :D


EVERYBODY SAY "OMG HOTNESS TO THE MAX" PLEASE! wtf i cant believe such a handsome guy is alive and living on the same planet as i am. and everybody look at his eyes please. such beautiful eyes. okay my future boyfriend must have beautiful eyes like this too. melts my heart away LOL. my heart skips a beat while looking at his pictures. like wtf? CAN I FLY TO JAPAN TO GO LOOK FOR HIM NOW?! hahaha. eh dont play play hor, he spent 6 years living in switzerland when he was a child. he can speak more fluent english than me LOL. yummy. haha.


there's another guy too, if you like some mixed blood goodness.



this hottie is Shirota Yuu. HANDSOME A NOT SIA. haha. his father is japanese and his mother is spanish. cute right! he looks like he came out of some anime with his soft hair. his hair looks so soft and touchable! LOL. totally squeezable haha. okay my future boyfriend must be a mixed blood too. if not i'll marry an angmoh so that my children will be mixed blood. HAHAHAHAHA.


but nah, only two pictures of shirota yuu for you. (hahaha get the pun? YUU for YOU. LOL. okay fine.) i prefer my yummilicious mizushima hiro! and he's damn tall please. but so skinny! i think he's skinnier than me. damn it i gotta be skinny to catch up with him hahahaa. okay one last picture for you to nosebleed:



HAHAHAHA BIG BIG ONE FOR YOU. omg can i just rape him please hahahaha. I LOVE YOU MIZUSHIMA HIRO!


i think im crazy or something, i keep watching all the dramas that he acts in. and watching videos that he appears in. and looking for his pictures to see. and finding out about him. and joining his facebook group. WTH IM GOING BONKERS. GAHHHH.


*ends fangirl mode*


okay time to do I&R and watch drama. bye!

and love fluttered away at
6:16 pm October 25, 2009

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEAN!


HAPPY
SEVENTEENTH
BIRTHDAY
JEAN!



today's celebration was fun! we had indian buffet at Go India LOL. first time eating indian buffet. it was quite interesting trying out the werid dishes. each dish is so overpowering with flavour! i liked the fish and naan though. hahaha. but we all decided the mango ice cream was THE BEST. yummy hahahahaa.


after which we went to watch (500) days of summer! i think it's a rather nice show; fresh and unusual. but the sucky part is *spoiler*they didnt end up together!*spoiler* HAHAHAHA. well i guess it talks about the beauty of love's transience. i sound so versed in literature. PUI LA my D is all i have for lit hahahaha. but nice show!


and then we went to eat at bakerzin! the fattttssssss. there's this 50% off blueberry cheesecake thingy which was quite worth it. and we had the raspberry something something which is like a pudding in a puddle of raspberry sauce. HEAVENLY SHIT I'LL TELL YA. the pudding was so soft it melted in my mouth straight away. hahaha.


pictures are with jean so i'll post it up next time!


*gets into drama fangirl mode*
btw everyone. PLEASE WATCH MEI-CHAN NO SHITSUJI! omg i chionged all the episodes last night till around 2am in the morning hahahaha. addictive shit! the butler is so handsome please! it's the same guy from zettai kareshi; the manager! HOTNESS hahahahhaa. can i have a personal butler too hee. i introduced it to xinhui and beishan and jerrine and everyone is watching it HOHOHO. it's a nice show really! :D okay now i shall find another drama to watch haha.
*ends drama fangirl mode*


holidays have started but there's freaking PW to do! so irritating please. my whole of next week is packed to do PW lol. no time to go work already la haha. but anyway, 12 more days to thailand for me! yay! can't wait can't wait! :D


oh, anyway i just read "Brida" by paulo something. it's about magic and the Traditions of the Moon and the Sun and blah blah blah. quite lame but i liked how they described a Soulmate. they say when we die, our spirits splits into two and gets reincarnated. so one girl part and one boy part. and these are our Soulmates. so that means we will have many many Soulmates cos the spirits keep splitting and splitting was we die. all of these soulmates are part of us once and the whole point in life is to find them. and you can recognise them by a special kind of light in their eyes which is called Love at First Sight. lol. but if you encounter two Soulmates at the same time, there will be pain and suffering of some sort. so yea. interesting right. but don't read the book la it sucks LOL.


oh another thing. i have this sudden desire to pick up ballroom dancing. OEI DON'T LAUGH LA. i think it's because of one of the drama i was watching i need to pick up a hobby? i realise i dont have a particular one haha. so yea. ballroom dancing sounds fun and it would be a good skill to learn. when i told my father about it, he started telling me his story about his younger days where he will go to the disco with his friends and dance foxtrot and chacha and agogo and limbo rock and all that. HAHAHAHHAA. and my mum said she was once the chacha queen. lol. maybe i might have the dance blood in me, waiting to be discovered LOL. so yea. might be going to learn with cheehooi but she wants to learn reggae. LOL.


okay i'll go off now to look for another drama to watch. bye my loves!

and love fluttered away at
12:06 am October 18, 2009

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Ellie, my love

Recently, I chanced upon a song that made me cry.


I came across it while watching a drama. The song was the song of a musical box i had when i was young. Okay maybe it wasn't mine, it was a gift from my father to my sister. The musical box was in a shape of a grand piano and when you lift up the cover, the musical box started to work its magic. As a child, I was fascinated by how the beautiful music came out when I turned the knob at the bottom. It was like magic. Now, I don't know where that magical box is. But I do remember clearly how the song sounded like. I remember how I used to hum the tune to my friends to ask them if they recognise the song, but nobody knew. Now, I know. When I heard the song again a few days ago, it was like hearing it for the first time. I must say it may not be that beautiful a song to others, but it sure is to me. It's not its sorrowful rhythm that made me cry, but the memories of my childhood with my siblings. I could see flashbacks of the memories, of how we used to play together, fight together, study together and sleep together. It was almost like yesterday that I was that little girl with that little boy and that bigger little girl. Isn't it funny how such little morsels of joy are always there in that corner of your mind, waiting to be recollected again?


"Itoshi no Ellie" was the song. The song i loved and always will.

and love fluttered away at
1:39 am October 11, 2009

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Happy October!

hello! results for promos are out and im not too happy about it LOL. D grade for 3/5 subjects thanks haha. oh wells, there's only 9 more official days of school. only 9 more days of travelling to school in bus 93 and going to that campus, cos we're moving to the new one in boon lay. eek. i wonder how would i get there haha.


anyway, class outing to kelvin's 1/9 castles was fun! im itching to play mahjong again. viwawa anyone? :D


btw, i know this is irritating but.....
PLEASE HELP ME DO THIS SHORT SURVEY!
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i swear it's damn short. ONEGAISHIMASU! ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!


im so irritated with my handphone cos it cant input chinese and japanese words, only english. did some research online and found out that i need to buy some third party program to do that. damn. what kind of smartphone is this man. sheesh.


on the bright side, i downloaded many old chinese songs! lol. i prefer old songs as they sound more sincered and less commercialised. awesome playlist i have on my phone now haha. and i found out that actually many people in my class listen to old songs too LOL. 老人俱乐部 anyone? LOL.


okay just a short update from me to tell you that im not dead yet. just not inspired to blog anything. and yes im still playing the damned facebook games. and watching wretched dramas. im turning into an otaku oh no! haha. bye la bye la.

and love fluttered away at
5:13 pm October 04, 2009

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